Now I can't say for sure why I feel this way, but I am actually pretty hopeful. I got massively screwed over by the karaoke bar I was working at. Leading me to not work there anymore, and while I tried to be the bigger person. Their immaturity caused the bridge to be burned unfortunately.

I'm only mentioning this here, as I probably won't talk about it anywhere else, and the now page updates are literally just that: updates. Thus I'd need to update you all somewhere about me leaving social room.

As for the future, the jobs I'm applying to are mostly all full time, some part time or remote. I think that is fine, as long as I can get a night job like as a bartender. That way I can equal out to full time income.

What am I doing... NOW? November 2026

Of course gotta stay focused with some background music. LOCK IN.

Something I should throw out there is that due to an error on my part I "deleted my brand" on Nuelink, which of course cleared everything. All of my collections and automations, my couple dozen scheduled posts, and all the connected socials.

All the various kinds of automations you can do with Nuelink

Now its time to rebuild it, I added my socials, and now I need to remake my automations. I already thought about how I could sort them differently prior to this happening. Thus I might be able to do it better this time, or at least I'm trying to be optimistic haha.

Additionally, I'm running interviews and videos through Opus. I actually ran this months video above, the Now Page video, in Opus Producer. That is their automatic editing, enhancement, overlays/motion graphics, etc video producer.

As I've been actively applying to jobs it does tend to take a lot of my time. Mostly SEARCHING for them. As it happens most job boards are practically empty shells, and most jobs on them are fake/not hiring/or will just hire internally regardless.

PIOS Screenshot:

No change from before. It will look different though when I finally move to my laptop.

In a bigger view MACRO, What's Coming up

Hopefully a job, a really engaging and well paying job, which might be asking for a lot. However I've been waiting for a long time for good work.

I'm simultaneously proud of how much I've been able to DownSize, but I am a bit worried about whether or not I've done enough for a move if it has to be quick.

Overall despite feeling overwhelmed, close or in burnout, there is a light at the end of the tunnel.

Things I am consuming:

Avatar the Seven Havens came out this last month, and it was fantastic. I've always loved the Avatar series. Definitely looking forward to watching it more.

Continued to play State of Decay 2 and Octopath Traveler.

Lately, I've been watching a lot of Move to NYC (some Move to SF too) videos, as well as apartment hunting/tours for NYC. I think 80% of the jobs I've applied to are in NYC, and 20% are LA/SF/ATX.

Wouldn't mind remote, wouldn't mind really living in any four of those places. Although due to my recent trip to NYC for Podmove it lead me to want to explore that city first, and how I fit into it. Thus a deep dive into videos about living in New York!