As I said in the video I am not sure how I am feeling, but what I can say is that it is mostly bad. One of my guests on my channels actually does a feeling count on his daily notes in Obsidian, and I think I need to start doing that as well. It would be wise at least. That is if I could get myself to DO the daily notes. Maybe something like this would help https://github.com/imaikosuke/obsidian-today-pane

Part of the issue is income, anytime in my life where I have been struggling with income it just makes me perpetually stressed. I can't seem to find a day job to save my life, and I've even been looking into night jobs too in addition to my karaoke night. Of course I've been open to remote, relocation, and part time jobs too nearby. However no one ever gets back to you, and you can apply to hundreds of jobs. Only getting a few responses.

What am I doing... NOW? June 2026

I've still been selling stuff on marketplace, although now meta is trying to force me to scan my ID to "prove who I am", despite the account being from all the way from 2009.

As of the last few years I have been "downsizing", partially because I want to move, and partially because I can UpTrade for better stuff. So while I might like what I have now, I could trade it for something that I love, such as my Xbox Series X I traded for the Lenovo Legion Go.

I'm still on that kick, and I'm trying to trade things I am selling especially. If I could downsize then perhaps I could move to a new city with only a few bags. Then I could come back later to get a "uhaul pod" or my car full of stuff if I need to fully move. However I've gotten to a point where I could even sell my main monitor I use, and just go with my portable one until I bought a new one in a new city (I'm overdue for an upgrade anyways).

Basically everything important to me, plus my clothes, could fit in a carryon. I might still use a checked bag so I could bring compressed blankets or stuff. However that is to be determined.

PIOS Screenshot:

Not much has changed, but I am trying out new plugins in the backend.

In a bigger view MACRO, What's Coming up

This month I feel has a lot in store for me, and I'm not quite sure what. However if I can keep improving my materialism situation. If I can hopefully find an income source.

Then overall I'll be a lot happier.

Things I am consuming:

I watched the whole season of Filing for Love, which is a really great K-drama, and my first I've seen. It made me giddy like a teenager for the characters, which is a nice feeling to experience again.

I've been playing only really one game, and that is Octopath 1. Replaying this game again feels nice to experience once more, and I am attempting a solo run again. Something that is difficult to do. However I picked a better character this time, Tressa, and I'm already at the final boss. Let's see!