These Now Page updates sometimes drag me down because they feel like a "chore", but what motivates me is that I really appreciate having them in the long run. In fact since they are "content", as in a video and blog post, they actually keep me consistent with my monthly notes.

Something I realized last month is that when I am doing the Yearly note, that I could reference back now the months, and from that extrapolate what happened in the year. In case I don't do well doing the yearly note.

What is crazy to me is how simple this sort of habit seems mentally. Like shouldn't we ALL be writing down what happens in our lives? If we don't, then who will? AI is still not quite there yet, and even when it is. It won't have our voice or POV, not for a while.

What am I doing... NOW? March 2026

I'm crawling. Not just because of the sickness last week, but in general. I'm still stuck in my city, and it is weighing on me more and more every year.

I want to figure out a way forward, some path I can put my effort into, and I think content can be that path. However it is so much of a gamble, its hard to put all my faith into it, even if I know its true in the long run.

That may be it too, that there's a small chance things could happen quickly, but more than likely its just a marathon.

I haven't been productive in the sense of making progress or working on projects, but in a personal sense I have been. With the Lenovo Legion Go I have. Turning it into my all in one gaming machine, which has been a somewhat exciting endeavor. I think once I get hooked on a game that will help my mood too.

The fact that it just works so much out of the box, like plugging it into the TV for example, with basically no issues. Or being able to use the controllers wirelessly. Using Bazzite OS in particular!

PIOS Screenshot:

Nothing in this is particularly personal, mostly just structure folders, that I already include in the PIOS Template too.

In a bigger view MACRO, What's Coming up

Who knows what lies in store in life. I feel like the years are getting more fast than I even expected. I want to stay present, enjoy the process of life, but I also want to get to the place where life truly starts.

I started Jan strong, but with external circumstances I think it slowed me. I slowed to almost a halt in Feb, mostly due to being sick. I'm trying my best to not let these be excuses for me, but I'm just think of the explanation as to why my motion stopped.

The video I talk about things a bit more, but overall the plan is the PIOS template, and the Content Blitz still. As long as they get done I'll be really happy.

Things I am consuming:

This song in particular